Mid-Life Already????

So I don't know what the heck is going on with me, but apparently I'm going through a crisis.

For the last few months I go through my days asking myself why. Why am I still doing this same job? Why don't I just quit and start over? I'll tell you why...I'm too old!!!

When the hell did this happen???

I feel exactly the same way I felt in the 8th grade except that I've had sex now. Otherwise I don't feel any different so why is it that every where I look I'm now the older generation.

All the actors are so young??? I went to the Dr the other day and thought "holy cow can I see your ID before you do that?!?"

I keep thinking I was supposed to do something spectacular with my life, but somehow I ended up in the corporate hamster wheel. Running and running and not getting anywhere. No wonder I'm exhausted.

I'm actually thinking about throwing it all away and hitting open mic night at the comedy club.

Maybe it's just a phase, but every day I spend more time day dreaming about finally losing it on the next freaking conference call and just yelling out loud "Do you hear yourselves?? Do you actually believe the BS you are passing off around here?? The hell with this I'm outta here???" Then reality kicks in and damn it's time to make the mortgage payment again.

So anyone else out there feeling just like let me let me have a "Hell Ya".

I'll see you at open mic night too....